The new attitude

I've been barreling through most of my life with a pretty positive attitude. But for the past 7 years life has thrown quite a few punches my way. Failed businesses, unexpected deaths, unseen circumstances or whatever, life has taken its toll on me or what I feel has happened to me. Every single person out there has a perception of what they think life is and wonder is this supposed to be my life? I actually know deep down that my life I picked, was involuntary. What I mean by that is I didn't conciously choose my life path. We are all shaped environmentally from our past,belief systems,who were we around. I've one of those OCD people that read up on everything there is to know about a particular subject. For me thats why do we do the things we do. Psychology,motivations,leaders,higher learnings, I will not say I am a guru in any way , but I do have a lot of info in me. And I believe for me thats been a big part of my problem in life. Read and gather information,and never apply it. Well that has all changed. My first action step was already taken by starting this blog and throwing my life out there. I always have wanted to do this and never did due to fear of being looked down on because of how I let my life get this way especially my finances. But now I realize what I am here to do is help others with my spirit and faith to help others through their hard times. From here on, you can rely on me for a source of inspiration. Steve